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YingJie
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Thursday, October 07, 2010 |10/07/2010 02:10:00 AM

Im Lost and lost the will to carry on..
Im giving up.. but im holding on..
Im weak yet Im doing nothing..

I dont even know why i go Uni in the first place.

First is to do something proud and I achieve it.
But now...
It's so like going to uni for the sake of going to uni.
Study for the sake of study..
Eat for the sake of eating...

People ask me questions about IT, I dont know how to help them.
How many bps = 10kpbs?
i dont know..
how to do log for maths qns?
I dont know..
what is the difference between icore5, icore7?
i now then know..
how to ownself customize computer?
I need people to teach me so..
Thought i can still have programming skills, but after taking 6 weeks of java..
doesnt seem so.. quiz is too hard..

The I dont know feeling came back after so longgg..
No longer am i feeling i can do it for exams and papers..
I lost e motivation..
I envy those who are smart yet im not doing anything to improve.
I am just tired..

Wad happen u asked? I Dont know..
I Dont know i dont know..
i dont know and i dont know..
that's all im saying..
I DONT KNOW.

Haa..

All Right, at this time 0315hrs! when i wake up at 0800hrs, i hope to transform to a new me which im thinking now.

I LUV U, MY NEW SELF!


But i will always LUV YOU,



my OLD SELF! MUACK!